Tuesday, December 31, 2013

Record VIII: Finding a new housing

This will be my last post on this blog – I found a way to have my own blog. It can be found here: http://distanceofmyfear.blogspot.com/. Oh yes, and one last thing: Marry Late Christmas!

Friday, December 27, 2013

Log Entry #13: Ramblings in the Sickbay

oh fugeing no-niss. man how i hate connected minds and stuff like that. I'm currently in a the makeshift sickbay with iris. she’s still seeing the memories of Mister Oculus. bolick. and just when i remembered who she was. and now we might half the see The Pestilence. i really hate his right hand man, or his top servant, whatever you want to call him. he plays at being god to much, creating Dr. Frankenstein-esque monsters. just to clear up something about Mary shelley's book, Frankenstein was the doctor, not the monster. DARN! i accidentally pricked myself with The Morphine/whatever psycho painkiller we used on iris syringe!! yep here it comes, yep...there now, i'm tripping. hello pink elephants, pleases dump yourself in fiery brimstone. now then, as i’m waiting for the journey (get it, trip, journey, get it? just me? okay then) to be over, lets disuse Mister Oculus’s past behavior. iris, thats how he acted when he was called The Eye. but now he's changed for the better. i was somewhat involved in that. well there's not much to do here. Iris just woke up and is getting some fresh air. i might as well post another file. how about our good old friend, The Blitz. oh wait, Seaderus is back, he says we half to run. ill post The Blitz file later, but right now, i think its time for me to use the Godsway.

Record VII: Hastily recorded headlog

Ah frick. I just escaped from Malin, and that guys arch-angel gone wrong. He’s been trying to kill me ever since we met. He’s the one who knocked me out.
I just read her post. God, I wish I could help her. What could I do? He (Oculus) said I could put the jar to sleep…
And the jar is a fear…
“Hey Malim!” I yell. He stops abruptly, as do I. This is angelic custom, as we both have a good idea whether or not the truth is coming… or trickery.
“What?” He snarls at me.
“I need your help,” I say, a pleading look on my face.
He studies my face for a minute. And another.
“Well?” I ask.
“Girl trouble, ‘aint it?”
“What? No no no no no, NO. Definitely not like that.” Well, definitely not the way he said it.
“Heh. So it is. What’s the trouble?”
“It is NOT!”
“Mhmm. Sure.” He drawls out the two words, taunting me. “What’s the problem?”
“She’s being controlled by Zivlaria.”
“You mean Zilvra?”
“Yeah…” How does he know that?
As if reading my mind, he says, “I follow her post. You are talking ’bout that Iris girl, right?”
“Yeah… How far are you? In the series, I mean?”
“I dunno… somewhere around 26? 25?”
“Great – She’s been controlled by Zilvra, via Mr. Oculus. Call him Oculus – To imply as much disrespect as possible.”
“Damn, you must really like this girl, or hate this dude.”
“I have no social relationship with either.”
“Sure you don’t, Seaddy.” He looks at me, an evil smile on his face, yet good-natured at the same time. “I wouldn’t know how to remove this stuff.”
“Oculus said something about Pestilence being able to get it ou–”
“Heh. I hope your doing a headlog on this.”
“I am.”
“Do you think she’ll still be able to read this?” Malim questions.
“You got a fifty-fifty chance.”
Malim turns to my left, as if looking at an imaginary screen. “Iris! Oculus will have to pay a price–A huge price–In order to have the pestilence cooperate! Pestilence might not even do so afterwards, or he might not have the ability to! Just assume nothing, and. Don’t. Trust. That [CENSORED-Just caught this. ~~Seaderus] who’s got your mind.”
“I’m surprised you don’t profess in politics, Malim.” I clap, slowly, a smile on my face. He knows I’m just kidding.
“Shut up, Seaddy.” We both laugh. I find out, more and more, that the only ones I feel connected to–maybe even make me feel safe–are one of my kind. I shouldn’t have left… Then again, I would’ve left for some reason or other later. Better young than old.
“Maybe Atmos could help us?”
“Atmos? You still know him?”
“Yeah, for better or for worse.”
Atmos is like me, except for his personality – He has little or no emotions. I’ve seen him vent his emotions into a fight, and it was scary, like something foreign getting destroyed, and knowing that your next on the list. He could come here relatively quickly. After all, he spends probably half the day sleeping, and the rest muscle training.
Atmooooooooooooooooooooos!” Malim yells. I cringe. Now everything in the forest knows we’re here. I start the timer on my watch. Barely ten seconds later, Atmos flies down to us, his wings flourishing in a grey tendril of mist.
“You call?”, Atmos says, cracking his neck. Malim and Atmos are friends of mine, not to mention Atmos is Malim’s brother. A very brief moment I remember my sister. I shut that part of my mind down. I need to concentrate on here and now.
Malim explains his side of the story, and I explain mine, telling him the specific parts about torment and torture.
Atmos nods slowly. “So you want me to help you?”
“Yeah,” I say.
Malim smiles. “I’ve always wondered what it would be like if three arch-angels burst down the doors of hell.”
“In this case, it’s Zilvra, isn’t it?” Atmos says.
“It is.” I say. I motion for Atmos and Malim to follow me, and I walk towards the camp, emotions crawling across my mind: Anger, Hatred, Sorrow, Longing, Hapiness. I didn’t know it was possible to suppress as much emotions, but I do._ Except for one. Vengeance. Iris mentioned something about that, maybe something about Oculus. I didn’t care.
I walked, and my two friends follow, a smile plastered across my face. “Let’s go beat up three eyes.”

Record VI: Yes, no, maybe so.

Okay, so I’m running back to the place where I last saw Iris. I need to talk to her. I’ll back you up on what’s happened. QUICKLY.
I found my friend – A load of help he was. He was dead. I found thirty plus instances of the Blitz. Just great, isn’t it? Apparently, I can put the Last Gift to sleep. Yeah, I’m just that awesome. How Mr. Oculus knows this, I don’t know. I can’t help but be suspicious – I have always wondered about my sister…
That was the reason I went to look for my friend, of course – To look for my sister. If I found her, I’d be so happy – She disappeared from my life about two years ago – She’s my twin, actually.
I’ve reached them – Maybe it isn’t too late…
“IRIS! WE NEED TO GO! NOW!”
Not even when I accidentally took off my jacket in public had I received such a strange look. Especially from someone I know.
“Why?” She tilts her head ever so slightly. Just enough to hint ‘explain yourself’. “I can’t explain, just. RUN!” Mr. Oculus looks at me now with one of his eyes, the other two concentrating on something else.
What is the meaning of this?” He says.
I’ll start my headlog now.
~~~~ “I really think we should just run!” I say, my voice tense. “Like, right no–”
END TRANSMISSION.

Wednesday, December 25, 2013

Entry #12: The Plan

well that meeting went well. It seems a lot of people are trying to commit suicide this year. ok. so i woke up few minutes after the bird boy left, i guess. i started to unpack a little. pulled out my computer and checked my email (yes, i get Wi-Fi in the pantheon of horror). i got something from Ghost. good guy Ghost. he enter the universe through a door leading out out of the part of the empty city that was in his universe, entering our empty city. somehow he made it to the archive, and got a little amnesia, so that he can remember what his universe was like, all except for the archive, the blind man, and a few other fears. and Neomaria. apparently, the archive had tried to create a new fear by injecting Nightlander DNA into her, which i find compety wrong and sick. then she escaped and ended up in our universe. also, did i mention that the estimated time of her giving birth is a few days from now. that's what he told me in the email. so now i half to convince our alliance of the fear’s that i am on, The Pestilence, Sirius, The Slender Man, the Ey- oh, sorry, Ghost mentioned that he changed his title to Mister Oculus, The Blind Man, and The Vision, among others, to help me and Ghost track down Neomaria to help with the giving birth situation, and convince the newly born fear to help us in this new portion of the the divine contest. wish us luck. whoever is reading this.

Listening to: Gigan, by Mochipet

Yes, i felt like posting what i was listening to right now. deal with it.

~Shadow

Wednesday, December 18, 2013

Log Entry #11: NO!

Holy no-niss! you're in the Empty city?! That's suicide! you'll get killed almost instantaneously! (if you are veterans of the fear world, then you're asking “but Shadow, the city doesn't kill fear servants, why should they not go?!”. i'll tell you later in the note second) i guess its time for me to start putting up files again... On second though, look at the blog post here: http://scribesigma.blogspot.com/2011/05/pre06-empty-city.html. that blog is the real and official blog for the archive. i’ve heard that they might start another, as sigma scribe has apparently abandoned it (shes on to better things), but when i don't know when. any-who, lets hope the Eye is on good terms with Fossil-Type OVER THERE (Man i like that name, its so ridiculous and ominousness at the same time!). mind telling me where you are in the empty city? right now i'm trying to follow you but the %$# city tried to kill me about, i don’t know, 7 times? 13 times? i don't know what's got old Worldscraper out of joint, but something's wrong. oh well. try staying in one place so we can find each other. also, congratulations! i didn't think you would become “Mister Oculus”’s bodyguard.

Oh, and before i forget, here is some of my notes on The City of Empty Shadows:

Other names include: Fossil-Type OVER THERE, Metropolis, City of Empty Shadows, Worldscraper, Complex, The World Beyond the Doors, DEVOURER, Breathing Streets, The Infinite Horizon, Dimension X, The Forever Lot, Janus, The Urban Labyrinth, District Maze, Purgatory, Tartarus, Subject Echo Charlie, Hyperborea, Valcourt, Timor Solitarios Civitatem, The Storylands, Wonderland, The Edge of Reality, Threshold, Freak Designation Kappa - MANDELBROT, Origin Point Slot A, PRE06.

Additional Information:
  • The Empty City represents the fear being lost. 
  • No one can escape/finding a way out, until they die, make a deal with a Fear, or the city gets bored. the people that do escape the city report that they are hunted by black tentacles that come from the walls, trying to capture the prey. if they captured it, they will pull it into a black mouth-like structures. 
  • There is a theory that The Nightlanders are former victims of the Empty City that escaped, but this has never been confirmed. Outside of this possibility, the Empty City has no servants.

Tuesday, December 17, 2013

Record III: For the record…

It is interesting to read what you all have to say, so…. Let me get a few things strait.
For the record, I am an ARCH-angel, not an angel.
For the record, Slenderman is technically after all.
FTR, I believe your ‘readers’ know that I am using the blog as a domain in which to host my writings. At the moment, this is the email I have composed to this ‘shadow’—I suppose that’s the person who is hosting this blog—and Iris, as her name is:
To: <█████@███.com> “Iris”, <████████@████.com> “Shadow”
From: <███████@███.com> “Seaderus”
Subject: Meeting – IMPORTANT!
I believe we need to talk. We need to set some things strait, like, Shadow’s mass murdering streak. My freak-dom. All that.
I will hope to see you sometime next week. Please respond immediately. ~~Seadrus What else do I have to say but hope that they’ll get it?
~~Seaderus Biolocken Blackout
18:29, Monday, December 17, 2013.

Log Entry #10: !?!?!!

Oh come now! an angel?! what? Grate, so now i have 3 things to worry about.
  1. Two fear(well, one fallen) are trying to kill me now 
  2.  a girl i might know wants to kill me 
  3. an "angel" by the name Seaderus, has suddenly, out of nowhere, has apparently been in the streaming tower, and can use doors. oh and he also can hack and has hacked into my blog and posted a few things. 
Well, it could be worse. The Slender man could be after me. well i guess i'm having a meeting soon with two slightly-more-than-human being. wheres is the location of this conference?

Log Entry #9: On Meetings, Basements, Blood, and Transformations

Sorry i haven't posted thing for a while know, i've been hiding. for something completely off topic, did you know that the recording studio for Mister Oculus has a sub level, and that its completely filthy and disgusting? it's a lot like a sewer i stayed in when i was running from The Slender mIRIS! I HAVE A BONE TO PICK WITH YOU! lets get something straight here, Iris. i stabed his eye because he was being unreasonable. well, it wasn't actually his fault. also, an eye for an eye, leaves the hole world monocular. anyways, you are correct, he is a fear, but i'm not sure about that coming from The Transgression, but that would explain why that thing only has one eye. anyway, let me explain what happened last night. i walked into “Mister Oculus’s” office. he had walked in there only moments before. i had brought my sword just in case things got ugly.

“Mister Oculus i presume” i said. he tuned around in surprise, but was quickly smiled “Shadow!” he exclaimed, “Good to,”he tried to find the right words, “see you again! Hows it been working for the blind man?” he nodded to a seat and i sat down. he himself sat in a chair behind his desk.

“I’m not here to smalltalk, Eye.” he cringed as i called him his real Title

“Yes, i suppose you wouldn't”. he fidgeted with his hands. “then lets get to the point, shall we?”

“Why is The Last Gift want to kill me?”.

He shrugged his shoulders and keep on smiling like there nothing wrong with the world he pulls out a teapot from his desk (huh?) and poreses out some weird red liquid from the said condiment container into a cup.

“What that?” i said, inching away from the desk

“Why, don’t you know? its oculi liquorem.” i curse right out loud as soon as those words left his mouth, and pulled out my sword. no way he would do that, i thought, he would have almost half the fears against him! but then he did. then mutable things happened at once. he though the tea cup at me, spilling its contents. i was in front of the door when he thoh the cup. good thing i got out of the way in time, but it was a bad thing for the poor gavel the oculi liquorem splashed upon. yes, when i got out of the way, the door opened and Bam! instant wet servant! he yelled out in surprise, and then out in agony. i have no idea who that was iris, and i have seen many painful thing happened to other, but i have seen nothing this weird... well actually i've seen weirder (if at all possible, never witness an affliction). his body became amorphous, and started to warp and change. the general humanoid shape was still there, but the dimensions of the body were changing. the limbs, digits, and torso stretched and became thin. the neck enonge too, but not as much as the rest of the body. the facial features clumped together into a low dome and a line formed on the diameter. the hair became black and wild and rugged. other than that, it look completely like itself before being spits with eye juice. it stood up and opened its larger eye (which took up its entire face area) for the first time as a Cyclopus.

“Oh My...” i muttered. i had only heard stories about oculi liquorem and what it does to mortals. oculi liquorem is the Blood of The Eye, like Slender man’s Azoth, only. it has the capability to transform most being, permanently or temporarily, into a being known as a Cyclopus, an extension of The Eye, a bit like Judgment, but a bit more stable. thare used by The Eye as another, um, eye, or viewpoint to see out of. completely overwhelming their soul and warping it compile so its only purpose in exists is to be its masters informerse. during the transformation process, the subject usually retain some of it cartistics of the original form, which explains why the formerly gavel will probably still be recognised among its assorted aqantinsiss (have i lost you because of the fancy language?). almost all higher being, including the less powerful fears, UXP’s, and other Monsters an eldritch abominations, and excluding diving bins such as angels, can be also be turned into Cyclopi, but only temporarily, and very briefly. anyway

The Eye seemed to go even more insane after seeing his new utensil. he laughed and convulses with pure madness. he grabbed the teapot and though it at me. having no time to dog it, i slashed it with my sword. it spit cleanly in half and hit the ground at my feet. i was about to strike him, but i saw the oculi liquorem turning white on the blade. interesting, i thought. i dipped the blade into the the spilled blood. it slowly changed color, for red to white, Oculi liquorem to Zilva. it seem to stick to the blade. i glanced up i was shocked when i saw The Eye strangling himself. he started screaming and laughing at the same time. i look on stuned. then i noticed his shadow. it was caging from the shadow of the Mister Oculus manifestation to one of the thing i saw earlier this week. The Transgression smiled as it watched the fear that it was possessing. it smirked and chuckled at its work. it took one of its arms and poked into one of the eyes of the hat the Mister Oculus manifestation and wa sucked into it. i had to stop it from killing that stupid eye. now, i admit, sometimes i would like to make the Eye black, but we sort of need the fears, well, until the end of the universe, not to mention on that The Transgression had been imprisoned in the singularity cell. i had been trying to come up with a way to beat the sense back into The Eye when i hit me. Man i an idiot i thought. i quickly dipped my blade into the Zilva, which climbed and some covered the blade, and ran at the Eye. i stabbed the blade into the middle eye of the top hat, which The Transgression had use to enter his mind.

As he sank to the floor with a streak, i whispered where his ear would have been, “i suggest to prevent this happening again, you should have one of you Gavels become your bodyguard, perhaps one that can manipulate the Zilva.” i pulled out the blade from the now beating, closed eye.

“now i have two fears to worry about.” i muttered. i looked over at the door. the Cyclops. it had just stood there ever since it had had been created. i gabbed its hand and led it into a closet. i closed the door and reann down the hall back to the computer room. i picked up my supplies and ran towards the stairs. as i ran i noticed everyone was on the floor, except the young children, who were sitting quietly. only later i would learn that all the gavel have a connection with the the eye, so when he was knocked unconscious, all of them were too (not to mention the eye tattoo on their bodies will also feel the pain he endured in his eye. sorry iris). i hope i did a good job explaining.

Monday, December 16, 2013

Record II: Awkward Enough…

Heh. So I found your ‘blog’, Iris. So that’s your name. Sorry for the inconsistencies – I was just walking in and out, finding out what’s happening - I found a strange note from a ‘shadow’, as you mentioned in your post. Odd. Of course you may think I am a weirdo – I think that I am one myself. Shadow, you, and I could somehow meet, if favorable. No need for incessant insults and yelling, though. I can only hope that you don’t talk like that. That’s about it for now, so… C’ya there.
 ~~Seaderus Biolocken Blackout 21:12, Monday, December 16, 2013.

Record I: Doowylloh is self explanatory

I am currently doing a headlog, recording what is going through my thoughts, along with my actions. I walk through a set of heavy iron doors. I push them open easily, ferrokinesis being one of the many tricks under my hat. I close them shut, welding them together with a tight bond of fire and steel, pyrokinesis also being another power under my belt. No one could get in now. I walked sometime into the hallway, until I got to a door with a large plaque.

This is the right place. I knock, and hear a bang, as if someone has stood up quickly. I hide around the corner, just in time to see a shaded figure wearing a hat, cursing and muttering under his breath. “They allowed that thing to be AIRED?” the figure said, louder than the rest of his ranting. I laughed, as he has a point—Mister Oculus is the oddest show. Ever. No argument there. I came for what I need. I stepped inside. A women walked out from behind a blackout curtain, possibly to cover the recording studio from extra light. She looks at me quizzically. Before she could speak, I say, “I’m an extra. For the show?” She nods, and gestures me to the curtain. I heave an internal sigh of relief—she didn’t discover my lie. My right wing itches, wanting me to leave—it has been tucked under there too long. I take off my jacket in a flurry of movement, surprising the girl. She has a name, but I do not know it. I guessed it was one of the stars, or maybe the receptionist. She looked at me blankly. “Who are you?” She asks me. “Me?” I ask, playing for time. “Yes, you.” “Me… Well, that’s an easy one.” I pause. “Yes?” “I am Seaderus B. Blackout. C’ya later, sucker!” I flap my wings, bursting out a window, falling. At the last second, I loop back up to the window. “You better not tell anyone about this. You’re finale will come… Early.” With that final threat hanging in the air, I swoop down, over the gates of Doowylloh, and into a open door. It leads to a small apartment, which was owned by me. I am sitting down in a chair, hacking into this blog, and I am about to publish it. Of course, what you are reading is very recent. Don’t go looking for me. I won’t let you live. ~~Seaderus Biolocken Blackout 19:14, Monday, December 16, 2013.

Wednesday, December 11, 2013

Log Entry #8: WHAT WAS THAT?!

That was supposed to be for Tower TV!? I've seen more entertaining/moral beige colored paint drying! why didn't that get canceled?! well I've done some listening/spying and apparently that girl’s name is Iris Dogood, a pretty typical name of a gavel. their first name is usually something relating to eyes of sight, while their last name is based on their main job. that's not her real name, I'm am sure, but the Eye probably made her forget her real name when she came into his service. that happens to most gavels. sooooo..... no much to do here. still i haven't revealed myself yet. later tonight i'll talk to the eye. i did him a favor in the last few years so he won’t kill me or anything like that. lets just hope that he won’t mind me being here... now that i think about it, ill ask him about that Last Gift, maybe he will tell me WHY IT HATE’S ME SO!!! oh, and before i forget, here’s her blog. She named it an Eye for an eye; http://thefearmythos.wikia.com/wiki/User_blog:PyroGothNer.